THE PAIN OF MOURNING IS PHYSICAL TOO The pain is so horrible I almost don't want to tell you about it, but if I do, then you'll understand why God means so much to me now. Most people could imagine what it would feel like to have an child suddenly killed, although I think it may be worse to watch your poor child slowly die from a disease or accident. Maybe not. Maybe the slowness gets you ready, but either way, it's the most unnatural thing that shatters you to a nothingness you could never even imagine. I think losing a child is probably the worst thing that could ever happen to a person. I would gladly trade my life for my son's and most of the mothers I have met who have lost a child, feel the same way. It is very hard to go on after losing a child. Normally, when you cry, it is emotional and then you calm down, but the pain of losing a child is not just emotional, it is also physical. It feels like a knife is going through your heart 24/7 and also like...
Two years ago, the FBI began investigating a corrupt judge in Texas who took bribes and let a known drunk out of jail, on personal recognizance, on his 10th DWI. 13 days later, the drunk got his 11th DWI, which resulted in the death of my son Ssgt Donald J. DiPietro, USMC. I have attended three trials, taken the stand twice, and protested parole five times. I am waiting to hear the judge has been indicted. With God's help, I will overcome and send the judge to prison. Semper Fidelis